Monday, September 9, 2013

September Ceria ?!


September ceria ?
Boleh bilang “huuuufffttt” ga ?
Soalnya sejauh ini bulan september 2013 ini justru lebih banyak kelabunya, gimana engga. 4 orang personil kelas (Andhi, Faizza, Afnan, Yuda) harus meninggalkan kami karena mereka mendapatkan kesempatan untuk menuntut ilmu ditempat lain yang punya such a good reputation.
4 orang ? bayangin ditinggal 1 orang aja udah sedih apalagi beneran ditinggal, sama 4 orang pula.
And what make it even worse is 3 dari 4 orang itu adalah temen baik gue. Pertama Faizza anak plano pertama yang gue kenal langsung bener-bener such a sister for me, terus Afnan si angkatan 95 yang unik luar biasa (luar biasa ngeselin), yang terakhir Yuda, tamagochi gila yang paling bisa diandelin buat nentuin tempat makan disaat yang lain dilanda dilema uhehehe~
Seneng sih denger temen dapet kesempatan luar biasa kaya gitu, tapi kalo inget mereka bakal ninggalin kita ya gimana ga sedih. Dilema abis!
Padahal baru setahun bareng tapi udah ngena banget dihati, mungkin karena banyak hal yang udah dilaluin bareng-bareng. Dan mungkin yang bikin lebih sedih lagi karena masih banyak yang pingin dilakuin bareng mereka, banyak wacana yang belum kesampean buat dilakuin sama-sama.
Tapi namanya udah rencana Tuhan ya kita bisa apa, Cuma bisa doain yang terbaik buat kalian dan kita semua.
Semoga ini emang udah jalan yang terbaik dari Tuhan, semoga kita semua sukses dijalannya masing-masing dan ga saling melupakan satu sama lain, friendship never end lah ya pokoknya. Aamiin


And  P.S : sesuatu yang udah punya tempat dihati gabisa gitu aja diganggu gugat oleh jarak, mungkin waktu bisa melakukan sesuatu tapi akan selalu ada kekuatan yang berusaha mempertahankannya.

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Setiap bentuk pengorbanan dan penantian tidak pernah sia-sia.
Tuhan selalu punya cara untuk membayar setiap bentuk usaha.
Kita hanya perlu percaya.

-SI-

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Six degrees of separation

You've read the books,
You've watched the shows,
What's the best way no one knows, yeah,
Meditate, get hypnotized.
Anything to take from your mind.
But it won't go, ohhhh ohhh
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke
Watch the past go up in smoke, yeah
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,
You're better now than ever, and your life's okay
When it's not. No.
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

(Oh no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)
(No no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,
Anyone who'll throw an arm around you, yeah
Tarot cards
Gems and stones,
Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.
Well it's not, no, wohhhh

You're only doing things out of desperation,
Ohhh no,
You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

Oh, no there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No, no, there ain't no help
It's every man for himself
You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help
It's every man for himself
You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help
It's every man for himself

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Tak peduli sekeras apa hidup ini
Tak peduli beban apa yang menghantui
Selalu ada tempat ternyaman menghadapi segala situasi
Rumah, beserta karunia Tuhan didalamnya. :)

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Did I go that far ?

finding you're self just so weak
wanna get up but it's not easy
having lot of psychology books 
try to motivate your self that you're okay
convince your self that storm would passed
did I go that far ?
did I hurt that bad ?
looking my self at the mirror and see those eyes
when will this over, God ?
show me the way to make it easy

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Ikhlas benar-benar bukan hal yang mudah
seberapa keras pun berusaha meyakinkan diri
bahwa aku tak peduli lagi,
air mata ku selalu berkata lain

Menjadi selemah ini tentu bukan pilihan
Mmbuatku benci pada diriku sendiri

Tuhan, aku tidak mau selemah ini....